Legend

Since I passed in my last assignment, I've been having continuous mini panic attacks about getting a library related summer job, and about my career in general. It's fun. I mean I'd like to do something meaningful, but I don't want to spend 10 hours a day at it for the next 60 years. I'd like a bit more balance please. How do these people have time for everything? I guess they don't. They can't.

I've realized waiting for these interviews, and to hear about jobs, that I'm a very impatient person. I didn't think I was. People used to say I was quite patient because of how much I worked with children. It's a different kind of patience I guess. Working with children doesn't usually involve anxiety. Trying to get a good job does. So maybe I'm not a low anxiety person. Wait, I already knew that. Hence the panic attacks.